New Kid On The Block...and Guy Talk

Lo..Hello...

It's been a while since my last post grumbling about being back to real-life business. My first week was remarkable....remarkably weird. New smell, new people, new faces, new office-culture, you named it... My new office definitely bigger than my former office, bigger building (it's a three-storey building) and bigger number of employee who works there. As people say "The Bigger is Better". On contrary, limitation of my temporal lobes function which involves processing complex stimuli of faces and scenes (well, I googled it... I just wanna look smarter...wakakakakak) made everything slightly more complicated and challenging. It REALLY took lot more times to memorize and capture everything. It's like playing game "Pick The Right Name for The Right Face" on super-fast mode and of course, with help from my social capability of awkwardness, I guess I'm not yet winning everybody's heart this week...wakakakakakakak...

Anyway, good thing about my new office is its location. I could use 5 minutes walk from my rented-room to go to my office, so I could save some of transportation expenses. And not to mention there's lot of food places around, which obviously is a very good news for my stomach!!

Speaking of cute guys department, at the new office maybe that's the first thing to look even before you know where your desk is. Sometimes I have to wake myself up for big city reality of cute guys availability, your choices are very limited from "already taken" (either married or dating), codependent-narcissist, gay and severe unfunny dudes. Well, my fairy-tale guy is someone who's got changing eye-color, blood-sucking and sparks (wait, that's Edward Cullen...wakakakakak...) Nope, my favorite guy....it would be someone who's simply cute and funny just like The Weepies's song. Cute and funny is relative, I know that......like some people think Tukul Arwana is funny and Indra Bekti is cute +oh, God please help me+



Cute and funny it's just a very nice-romantic combination of my favorite guy, it could be his cuteness make him funny or his sense of humor make him cute...well, it's pretty confusing, isn't it? haha... Usually that type a guy always makes me nervous. Every time I met that type of guy, my knees suddenly boneless and I'm stuttered...hence my ability of being awkward...huehehe.. I met a cute-funny guy once and since my life always considerably ironically-funny, he's already dated someone else (of course, yeah..) but I'm still enjoy his company for enlighten my day (thanks to you, cutie!) Cute and funny also become relative, when it comes to commitment...suddenly he becomes not that cute and funny. That's the awkwardness about relationship, it took courage to accept he's not that cute and funny anymore. But, you know people said "Love conquers all" Soo... there's still hope, right? ^_^

I hope you don't smell any desperation in this post...hehehe... I'm being hopeful here. Who knows, fairy tale does come true for some people. And since my fairy tale do not involve any guy in shining armor, riding a white horse and sparkling, it's just a guy who's cute and funny... maybe.....+cross finger+ Well, the tricky part is would it be that guy have a same thought about me....huehehehehe......


Alright, then..

I'll see in the next post.
And for cute guys out there: just remember wink at me....huehehehe...

Have a nice day wherever you are.

Toddleloo.