Saturday, September 30, 2006

I Have NO Aura

well, i took this quizz on a quizz website (i forgot the address..)
it tells bout what color of ur aura and here it goes.. the result of mine..

You don't have an aura!
Take this quiz!

my comment:
maybe this is truly reflected myself...i'm kinda odd person....yeah.. that's why i always confuse bout myself (hell, yeah...I'm Odd) i'm supposed could see this clearly since the beginning......
soo..this quizz really answer my question....

ps: i'm also a very hateful person....(OMG!!!!!!...this totally makes me frustated +sigh+)

i'm signing off....(ceritanya ngambek +cuappekkk..dehhh...+)
see u soon in the darkness...


Friday, September 29, 2006

Early Morning.....


it's sooo..morning here..
i'm just did a sahur thing for preparation of my fasting and try 2 finish my damn homework+sigh+
i do this kind of task about marketing mix for my advertising research subject...well, suddenly i've become the most person who knows everything bout product and price on market..hahaha..
still working on it.......

o yeah..i got an email from my friend bout the future plan for Jakarta in 2010....actually its bout the MRT thing...he also send me a map..
u know what... it looks really hot...cause in 2010, Jakarta will have more TransJakarta, monorail and subway to all over the my beloved country will more look-a-like Singapore/Malaysia on 2010 (yeah, right...i hope so...)

well, i don't know what 2 say's still too my brain works completely slower than ever...(even my brain does work slow...hehe)
almost forgot...i read on friend's blog that Paris and Nicole have finally made up maybe it's part of their publicity's so hard become celebrity.....

alright..i'm signing off
have a nice+wonderful day

Thursday, September 28, 2006

A Very Logical Mathematics.....


i wanna share something 2 y'all, guys... i found this interesting stuff on my friend's blog (thanks 2 u, feb....)
It called (or i called....) "A VERY-LOGICAL Mathematics"
for me it's The-Most-Logical math i've ever learn....even though i'm totally fucked up on math..hahaha...
to be honest, i've tried 2 like math soo much (a really hard try) when i was in elementary, junior high and high school..but it didn't work...i think Math didn't LIKE ME at all...(i think Math hates me...hehehe)
ok, stop babbling bout myself..
lets check it out....

Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

Married men live longer than single men do, but....
married men are a lot more willing to die.

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next."They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.


alright..what do u think..that's very interesting, huh...?? very logical...hope u'll like it..^_^
see ya soon.....

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Lazy State of Mind

Again....???!!!!! My biggest and strongest enemy come along AGAIN....
Well, i think i have 2 make a confession here....
i think..I'M THE MOST-LAZIEST-PERSON ON EARTH (well, i'm surely is...)
U know.... my favorite things 2 to do on this whole wide world is just do some kind of lazy stuff....
Alright i'll make it on a list...

  1. eat
  2. sleep
  3. watching tv or DVD (with bunch of snacks...)
  4. daydreaming
  5. eat
  6. sleep
  7. surf on the net (search totally un-IMPORTANT things..such as celebs gossip, paparazi celebs photo-shoot..)
  8. listening to my mp3
  9. eat
  10. sleep
  11. watching gossip shows
  12. eat
  13. sleep
  14. read a books or comics
  15. daydreaming

the written on green..which is actually my fave activity.... i always do it...(everyday...)

No weight is sooo... easy to gain...Haaahhhhhh...sometimes i just wanna live my world just like Paris Hilton..... well, actually we have similarity in our names. Her name begins with letter "P" just like my name "Petty"...soo...just add "Hilton" behind my name..and,

TADDAAAAA !!!!!!! I'm becoming the one of Hilton family...(HAHAHAHA.....i wish....hehehe) see..i'm starting 2 daydream again...Now u can see it that i'm THE MOST-LAZIEST-PERSON ON EARTH....(i think, i should tag it that title on my forehead..)

Actually, right i'm in the middle 2 do my homework....(a bunch of homeworks) BUT my beloved-biggest-strongest enemy (or allied???) is about to come (maybe has already come.....) i tried so hard 2 againts it BUT trust me...they refuse 2 go...

Well, do u wanna hear my conversation between Myself + My Enemy(or Allied???)...this is what happened a couple minutes ago....

Petty: "Ok, i have 2 do my homeworks..."

Lazy: "Mmmm..or maybe u should go 2 internet first...and find a new gossip..."


Lazy: "BUT...maybe there's a new gossip from Paris and Lindsay...and they HOT BRAND NEW photos"

Petty: "mmmmm.........+oh my gosh....that's too temptating....i think i couldn't handle it+

Lazy: "COME ON....turn on ur internet connection...."

Petty: "Haaaahhhhhhh aAAAAAAAAARRRRRgggggghhhhhhhhhh.............I GIVE UP !!!!!!!!!!!! YOU WIN!!!!!!!!"

Lazy: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......+big laugh with victory smile+ YOU'RE ON MY HAND"

Petty: "Huh, i'm such a big fuckin loser......I HATE YOU Lazy (or maybe I LOVE U...hiks)"

Sooo...right now i found myself surf on internet about 2 hours (without finishing any of my homeworks....) and write this stupid blog and let all people know about my stupidity...(yeah..GREAT JOB!!)

Now....with all my GUTS and GLORY i try 2 force it back....With all deep willingness inside my pure heart i will FIGHT AGAINTS this couldn't disrespect me (AGAIN!!) with all their MASSIVE make me becomes such a big loser anymore.........

Alright..i'm signing off...

see u....and pray for me........

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Saturday, September 23, 2006

Interfere....(Part of parents job??)


In today post..i just want 2 ask a simple question..."Why parents always/often want 2 interfere what we should do/don't in our private life"....
Is it a part of want-the-best-for-ur-kids or just want 2 show that they have more experiences than us????

Well, of course THEY have more experiences, because they're born first...but it just a matter of doesn't mean they able 2 solve a problem better than i TRY 2 do....
In my case..they often try 2 push me 2 have a boyfriend !!!.....Because in the age of 19, i never have a serious relationship with ANY guy....But is that should a problem????!!!!

I mean...i'm so OK without having a boyfriend...i just don't find a right one....Not yet^_^
Oh, why???
or maybe is always such a fun thing 2 interfere someone's bussiness???? everybody LOVES 2 interfere someone's bussiness...that's why the tabloid or infotaiment always have good sales/rating record...hehehe...

See U soon.....

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

I Don’t Want to be Anything Other Than What I’ve Been Trying to be Lately

Mmm..quite long title,huh??...that's taken from Gavin DeGraw song for One Tree Hill series.. maybe one of you know it..^_^)

actually that's song truly reflected what im feelin' right now....(another confusing and complicated things happen AGAIN inside me...)
im kind of person, who's always think about future....i just cant wait to know it without any anticipation...(u know maybe, what-will-happen-next-things the result will be totally unpredictable...which i dont like it...TOTALLY not Like It...)
Maybe i dont quite like challenges...(well, maybe it is...hehehe..) i like settle things+unchanged things. looks like im a person who wouldnt easy 2 success in life (coz life full of challenges...yeah right...)

Sooo...for the preparation/anticipation i always have thought what-will-happen-next-if-i-do-like-this..... but this kind of thought quite make me frustated...i really wonder if there's a bunch of people have a thought "Do it For Today/Now" in his/her life, i couldn't imagine could be that must be they're The MOST Happiest Person in Life.....or maybe i always waste a time to think +unnecessary things+

Well, even though i dont like doesnt mean i'm scared 2 faced it...because that's mean i'm giving up on that thing...and i really dont like the idea of Giving Up....(NO WAY....thats idea TOTALLY forbidden for me...)

Sooo... for today blogs i make a conclusion (about this confusing+complicated thought of mine..^_^) based on that Gavin DeGraw song.....
+I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately +

well, i'll try to do it even i'll do it with a baby step....but its better that if i dont do anything, right??.....

See Ya later.......

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Poetry Part 1 : Love is Something that U Can't resist

Love is something that u can't resist

It will follow you…

Haunted you…

With a billion of confusing feelings

And unanswered questions

Love is like a God…

They works in a mysterious ways

You don’t have to find them

They will surely find you…

Once they found you…

They never let you go…

Although you allow them to leave

They won’t leave that easy…

They make you need them

Makes you intimidate…

Makes you adore them…

You fight back…

You haunted them…

You follow them everywhere…

You addict to them…

You always search for Love

It’s pathetic…

You search something that you shouldn’t search…

Like I said,

You don’t have to find them…

They will find you first…

Friday, September 08, 2006

Just another unnecessary things ^_^

How am i in Love

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.